Some drama

2021.11.29 15:34 That_Witch_Zariyah Some drama

I lived in Lima Ohio ever since I was 5 or 6, and during the time I was living with my great-grandma and my grandma. My mom moved to Columbus Ohio when I was a toddler and she lived with this dude she met over facebook. She'd take me back and forth from Lima to Columbus ALOT, and I hated it. I used to cry and say "I miss Baby" (the nickname I gave my great-grandma) and she used to smack me for it. The dude she stayed with had a son who was 2 years younger than me and I did not like him AT ALL ( atleast at first). I was 4 at the time so they made us share a room, and like I stated I did not like him and everytime we fought my mom would hit me and the dude used to punch his son.
Lets fast forward a few years.. I'm 6 and I had to move back to Lima because of a house fire that happened during that year (everyone is ok btw) and this was the BEST news ever. I didn't mention earlier, but I have 2 girl cousins I grew up with in Lima who lives with my grandma. My cousins have a brother and every time he came over he was my grandma's favorite... literally I asked her "why does he get better presents then us" and she told me to my face "because he's the only boy and he's my favorite" and it broke my heart, I cried for hours...I didn't talk to him since, I stayed upstairs for his birthday. She's still like that till' this day ( I'm 15 now)
I moved back for 4th grade but since the school was ghetto and didn't have the proper equipment, I was put back in the 3rd I'm a grade behind
My 4th grade year was by far the worse because all of the kids there are from the hood (calm down I'm black) and didn't know how to treat others with respect...I was bullied and everytime I came home crying my mom would ask "what's the matter with you" and when I tell her "The boys at my school are picking on me" her only response was"Because he likes you" or "go tell the teacher".
The bullying got worse and I became depressed, which led me to self harm. Everytime my mom seen my scars she'd ground me and yell at me because self harm is not a sign that there's something mentally wrong with's just acting up. She'd force me to talk to her... not the good talk. Everything I said she gave me a negative comment... and my grandma didn't make anything better. "Stop being frustrated and sad" she said.
I got more..I keep yall posted but I have to go.
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2021.11.29 15:34 IheartGMO Glyphosate and Roundup disturb gut microbiome and blood biochemistry at doses that regulators claim to be safe

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2021.11.29 15:34 gbs2000 Fuck the church. I just need to vent.

I need to get some things off my chest. I know many have had it worse than me but I feel I need to put this out there for my own healing. Potential trigger warning.
I left the church two years ago and I finally decided to go to therapy last week. After unloading my issues for an hour the therapist looked at me and told me I have religious trauma. Religious trauma? I had never even heard that term before. Even if it was small I felt some amount of relief to be validated like that.
I guess that is what you call it when your religion conditions your thoughts and behaviors to the point that it has made you cut and burn yourself due to stress, depression, shame, anxiety, and fear. Or made you have suicidal thoughts. Or have intimacy problems in your marriage because you can't help feeling guilty about your natural desires. Or are forced to go to youth activities every week as a teenager where you are being mercilessly bullied by your peers and causes you to self isolate and have low self esteem for the next decade. Or spend two years overworking yourself and putting your life at risk because the shame of going home is too great. Or spending months with a narcissistic mission companion who emotionally abuses you every waking moment.
Apparently, religious trauma is what you call it when you do things that go against your nature like cause you to get married when you aren't ready because you feel it is your duty. And then end your marriage when you both have to actually figure out who you are without the church doing that for you. Or spend your whole life suppressing the fact that you are bisexual because of guilt and shame. I guess that is the term for when a religious organization completely mind fucks you from the time you're born and you spend months terrified of telling your family you left because you know there is a chance they may not want to speak to you anymore.
I feel like most of my actions for the past thirty years have been controlled by the church. I was the golden child. I never strayed from the path. And it was all bullshit. My story is all of our stories. Fuck the church.
PS: I am not suicidal right now. I have been in the past and I am working on myself in therapy so please don't be concerned.
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2021.11.29 15:34 Enchantress_1 if Dom had facial hair?

how would that change how you think of him? He looks really young so how would he look with facial hair?
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2021.11.29 15:34 Puzzleheaded_Cry8156 Is intetional feeding actually bannable?

Im just asking bcs its getting really annoying the ammount of players that go 0/10+ in every game and just goes on to the next game to troll again
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2021.11.29 15:34 DemUnderground Trial of 47 Hong Kong democracy activists charged with conspiracy to commit subversion adjourned

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2021.11.29 15:34 daffyduck211 Which score is more indicative?

Both tests I have never seen in my life.
I scored a 161 on prep test C2 and a 156 on prep test 49. I know that test C2 is considered to be generally very easy and I know that 49 is considered to be older but is there any validity to these scores?
Reading for both were vastly different scores so that’s pretty much what tanked me in 49
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2021.11.29 15:34 DemUnderground Military service members face deadline to get COVID-19 vaccine

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2021.11.29 15:34 refinnejs Cobwebs on Fiddle Leaf Fig?

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2021.11.29 15:34 Puzzleheaded_Head588 hii guys

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2021.11.29 15:34 Kmodoe__ How was your Thanksgiving weekend? If you celebrate?

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2021.11.29 15:33 DemUnderground Republicans are quietly rigging election maps to ensure permanent rule

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2021.11.29 15:33 Sardonnicus An interesting thing I noticed in the "Rest and Ricklaxation" episode.

During this episode, after Rick uses the Detoxifier, the "Healthy Rick" skin color changes from Grey to normal flesh color, aka, the same color as everyone else in the family.
When Rick merges back with toxic Rick, his skin turns back to it's normal "grey" color.
Has anyone ever wondered why his skin color changes?
There is an image of young Rick from season 5 where he has non grey skin.
Is there any theory about this?
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2021.11.29 15:33 NewsElfForEnterprise Cramer's Investing Club: We're looking long term and buying more Disney on the dip

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2021.11.29 15:33 PolishPotato69 AI wygenerowało obrazy Kaczyńskiego

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2021.11.29 15:33 Nearby-Cloud-3476 Anyone have a recipe or ideas for a food involving these ingredients

I am looking for a recipe that involves ingredients that I have that will make candy

  1. Sugar
  2. Milk
  3. Frozen cranberries
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2021.11.29 15:33 WoodenRelative How do some writers write with depression?

I've read some biographies and interviews of authors in a variety of genres, who seemed to have had a creative drive that continued even when they were depressed. I'm confused as to how they manage to write (and write very well) under depression, since depression for me involves a numbing feeling and difficulties thinking and processing. Writing is almost the last thing that comes to mind, and when I try it's always very robotic and not inspiring. So my question is, how do other writers, some quite famous, manage to do it and even thrive writing when depressed? I hope it's not a prereq to being a good writer to write well under depression...
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2021.11.29 15:33 DemUnderground The QAnon loons are in a circular firing squad...

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2021.11.29 15:33 imsodone321 Question for those currently working as court reporters or captioners

Hi! I’ve been contemplating going back to school for court reporting. I’ve been a teacher for a decade and for a multitude of reasons, I’m ready for a career change.
My question is, what does your work day generally look like? I’d love to compare it to what I’m currently doing.
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2021.11.29 15:33 K14_Deploy Decent strike bezel / glass breaker for Sofirn SP36?

So I'm getting an SP36 (actually the Pro version) and the lack of a strike bezel concerns me a little because it's going to be my EDC (yes I have a bag) and I want to be able to use it to go through a window in an absolute emergency. This is because my old flashlight could do this, but unfortunately it doesn't work anymore.
Does anyone actually make this? I know the bezel is replaceable hence why I ask. I actually looked this up and all I see are Maglite bezels. Which, cool that people are still making stuff for decades old flashlights, but that's both too big and heavy (because D cells) and the brightness is lower even with the LED mod.
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2021.11.29 15:33 mayapablo TSA Jewelry removal?

I’m going Las Vegas in January and I got a septum piercing back in may will I need to take off my septum ring?
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2021.11.29 15:33 tumaduck Why do I Keep dreaming of my ex every night?

I’ve been knowing my ex going on 9 years. We had been on & off literally since I was 14 years old I’m 23.
From 20-23 we officially dated. On & off. Long distant even lived together at some point.
We called it quits this year around august & I haven’t seen him since. We talked once I think in September but briefly.
We’re not together because we was both young & immature & needed a lot of healing. We both came from a broken past. I was willing to fix mines but he was not. He also showed some narcissistic behaviors.
Recently I discovered that he is in a knew relationship. & which I’m not upset at. That’s lady can have him. I just want him to stop appearing in my dreams every night
Can someone tell me how I can stop this or why this is happening?
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2021.11.29 15:33 DemUnderground Former defense chief Mark Esper sues Pentagon over memoir redactions

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2021.11.29 15:33 Ok-Indication-3850 Carson Wentz

People are upset about the Colts and specifically Frank Reich not utilizing Jonathan Taylor this past Sunday against the Tampa Bay Buccaneers. I was thinking about this a lot and what reasons could be behind this. My theory is that Frank was giving Carson one last test to see what he could do in a game that relied mainly on Carson Wentz to win the game. This was Frank’s way of officially deciding if he was going to keep playing Carson or bench him to save the #1 draft pick.
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